I have been engaging in my emotional cleanse for several months and I am finding that many of my emotions have been circulating the drain. They are not gnawing on my sanity, but they aren’t quite ready to leave the fold.
As much as I would love for them to exit their cozy abode, I gravitate toward being at peace with exactly where I am suppose to be. You see, I am learning to be comfortable with being uncomfortable. Seems a bit unorthodox, but I am hopeful that their release it forthcoming.
While the relationships I am cleansing from are changing, it is noticeable how differently I am approaching my existing relationships and newer ones too. It is a thoughtful process not to be roped into the destructive patterns that once seemed comfortable.
I look for the actions of the messenger rather than trusting the messenger’s words. A key point is that I am realizing how the common denominators in my life are creating their own paths by burning bridges with others. Confirmation on what I was experiencing enlightens me, teaches me, and allows me to move forward.
As long as I am teachable, then life becomes like a moving sidewalk. I can look backwards, but going backwards proves to be difficult. Moving forward is my goal, along with the added ability to be the person that I am seeking in others.