Isn’t it heaven when your beliefs are affirmed? For so long during this emotional cleanse, I have been in a state of questioning whether my perception of someone has been accurate. Wondering whether it is an illustrious scene being played out in my head. The miracle is that more than one person has affirmed that what I am experiencing is real as they too have fallen into the trap of toxicity.
The miracle for me is the process moving forward and obtaining a sense of freedom. Forgiving myself for my part and slowly letting go of the anger and resentment that was bubbling inside me. I am a artful work in progress. Full of humanness, I still have triggers that hurl me into the past, but I am quick to regain my composure.
We all need affirmation. Regardless, of the circumstances, some relationships are experienced to fill us with love and allow us to grow, while others are simply lessons. I now know what an authentic relationship looks like and the people around me give me support, balance, and a splash of whimsy. Regardless of those difficult relationships, I am thankful for all of them. For it is because of them that I am basking in a glow of goodness.
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